Just think what a damning existence I must have, if do so much work that it will be ignored, my evidence will be flushed down the stinking along with my corpse when I pass away. I will be forgotten under a false image as a refugee, and therefore given a personality profile of an African villager. An equality scheme that is uplifting for women refugees (esp from Africa as others are not so competitive).They will say I did not work because of mental health, which is an endless romance that goes round and round in circles. But the fact is not considered I live in an extreme racial hygiene environment where I am not allowed to speak to men, with women lunging forward with buckets of kindness. I wonder why there is no God to start these women receiving cruelty. The only jobs I could find, scaling down to my fitness level are located deep inside ******************** social worker, invisible to the world. Hate me and you cannot buy my soul. If "mental health w-a-a-rkers" had lived in the 19th century (Britain) everybody would have called them DUNCE. Conveniently they have made that word semi-obsolete. They can only place me in virtual incarceration (men have allowed it) but they have no power to preserve my life in the false pretext of preventing suicide. You are chicken-brained with the confidence you have power over life and death. No matter what happens to me, you will eat the dust FOREVER,





abu arranges meeting with alex and me remotely


abu's client care letter in the immigration matter


The client care letter I signed of 24/04 once again with ID and address proof to ABU.
My visitor visa refusal of 2022, GWF069062307 and visitor visa refusal of 2023, GWF065529877 to ABU.
Abu changed the terms of his client care letter of 24/06, different rates
The client care letter, CC, to deal with the immigration matter has been amended and the newer version is called CCL4


. He needs payment and revised client care letter signed quickly. Telling ABU I am percieved as dirt, or seen as a criminal and despised by the learned society The Institute of Physics


signed revised client care letter to ABU
This is the revised client care letter for the immigration matter, which is for applying for a visitor visa to see my father 90 before he does.


He needs payment to be completed £3,000 ASAP for the immigration matter, and £250 for the April 30 conference. You see I had been refused a visa to the UK to see my father before he died, in 2022, and 2023. You see the UKBA have admitted that the bulk of the reason why I am not allowed to see my father before he dies is Viju Wortley's criminal conviction of me. And what is the entire reason for such a drastically cruel refusal? Silence. UKBA are not talking and no solicitor will ask them why they are so harsh with me INCLUDING ABU.
You see, the UK allows people who are serving a murder sentence to see their family members. This should tell you I am treated worse than a murderer no reasons given by UKBA no qusstions asked by retained solicitors. PUZZLE: WHY? UNRESOLVED MYSTERY. ALL THINGS HAPPEN WITH A REASON! TELL ME WHY. TELL ME WHY.
So we paid ABU as he said visitor visa applications done by a lawyer have a much greater chance of succeeding. That information is published on YouTube as well. But it is NOT TRUE.
Why?
The new rules make the candidate make the visa application at a visa processing company. That company needs a one-time face-to-face encounter with the candidate, and they take your password and post it to the UK Border Agency so that, if a visa is granted, the passport could be stamped. The procedure is rigid and there is no place to present one's case, nor can a solicitor petition on your behalf. So in modern times solicitor help to apply for a visa is bogus, as many countries have relegated the process to visa processing companies.
Admittedly these YouTube videos could be a few years old, and therefore pertaina to time period when your solicitor could petition on your behalf.
If ABU kept abreast of the latest changes in UK immigration rules, he would have known a lawyer cannot help in the visa provcess until or unless the visa is refused. His name goes on your visa applicatiob to TLSContact as whom they should contact. This adds no benefit. Often it is much better for your chances of winning in a court of physical attendance if a solicitor comes along. Not with TLSContact. It just got tougher.
ABU pressured me to buy a premium appointment with TLSContact, WASTING ALEXS MONEY. The premium appointment allows you to go anytime you want on the day of the appountment, whereas without premium, you need to turn up at a partcular time. I would never do weird things like buying premium appointments-it is so silly.
In the initial agreement conferences were free but he changed his mind and wanted us to pay £250 per conference (ALEX'S MONEY) and he wanted lots of conferences. They seemed to have no purpose. But Alex is generous with money, and LIKES TO OBEY solicitors. Alex has forced me many times to OBEY a solicitors order, so as a couple we lost every case. Our friendship cooled off as he tried for FORCE me to sign ABU's form N-279 saying I withdraw from the probate case completely. He also started chatting to lawyers what an idiot I was not singing that.




starting visa application 2024
pulling out the entire application zip file, and notice of refusal of 2022, and 2023






All this collecting of documents to give TLContact-I had already completed this process twice in 2022 and 2023. Abu was discussing the same stuff with us, and the stuff does not need the expertise of a solicitor. Abu said he would not do a judicial review of the refused 2023 visa application. A visa application refusal had to recent to do a judicial review. Therefore I had to go through the visa refusal process a third time do he could do a JR. I recall suggesting to Alex I would achieve 2024 visa refusal unrepresented. Alex would agree insisting ABU should represent me and I may get the visitors visa. Which this level of cruelty is not practised on murderers, I knew something was going on, and there was no chance of winning. TO WIN BECAUSE OF ABU, HE WOULD HAVE TO MAKE A REVOLTIONARY APPLICATION. NOTHING WAS HAPPENING THAT WE DID NOT DO ON OUR OWN. Back statements. Affidavit of host who will accomoodate you when I visit the UK etc.


We are still on the immigration matter. All this information to ABU. But then thw visa application does not ask the entire lot. They are rigid in what they want and have eliminated the contribution of a solicitor


again back and forth discussions none of which are needed. TLSContact is the international visa company to apply for visas to the UK and Germany


Abu asks me to buy a premium appointment at TLSContact.


TLSContact are very clear about what they want such ss bank statement. There is NOTHING to discuss.


Statement of means, TLSContact appointment


Filling out the TLSContact form online


TLSContact will upload your forms for you for an extra charge if you cannot upload them yourself.
Alex is in Nederlands or Germany


Application submitted and routed to the UK Border Agency confirmed by TLSContact


ABU emails me the notice of refusal of the visitor visa application GWf076943005


When the visa is refused, UK Border Agency return my passport to TLSContact who email ABU that I can collect my passport from them. It is actually an Irish Travel Document. I voluntarily handed in my (indian) passport to the Irish authorities on 1 Sept 2023, getting a travel document. I am STATELESS.


Abu said the visitors visa had been refused because of my criminal conviction, "harassment without violence" of 8 July 2013 at Basingstoke Magistrates. THIS WAS A TRUMPED UP CONVICTION. He says once he opens this conviction and squashes it, I will be able to enter the UK.
At this point he asks me to sign a client care letter CCL5 for the immigration matter, which is to do a judicial review of the refusal visitor visa application.
Judicial reviews were also advertised on Youtube as something glorious.
These Youtube videos are made by UK lawyers about applications they can make.
In truth, I hear that almost all judicial reviews have a negative outcome.
If i was armed with such knowledge, would I have paid for a Judicial Review?
ALEX'S MONEY. AND ALEX'S PRESSURE TOO. ALEX IS A SWEET GUY WHO PUTS HIS MONEY AND DOES THE WRONG THING EVERY TIME.

Alex is my best friend. But he engages in arm-twisting and make sme walk a path I would not walk. Now this is just me exercizing freedom of speech The criticism is NOT to be taken by the British authorities as a complaint of domestic abuse. This is not a plea for female police to become interested, nor is it part of a case to enter the UK. I am not entirely convinced a man should be "punished" by "woman authorities" for alleged "abuse" which does not involve beating. See the type of power my sister had to achieve a trumped up conviction where she used (untrue) allegations without evidence. She used powers that are not available to the avrrage citizen, and there is no evidence that type of power can be bought with money.

What would I have done if Alex was not in the picture?

If I was to proceed by myself, then even if I had the money to pay, I would be seriously concerned about applying for a visa for the third time, having been refused in 2022 and 2023. I would have trusted ABU's insistence that I will win because he is representing me. Of course UKBA have changed their rules, and the solicitor cannot really intervene in these applications. But even if a solicitor could intervene, I know from experience that a learned application containing all the correct protocols, but which has actually got no appeal relevant content, is 100% guaranteed to lose. I knew that since along time and Alex won't believe me.

I actually did try falling the British Embassy but the they have closed down this option for everyone. There is to be a time when you went to the embassy and ask for a visa but that is in the past.

Gone are the good old days of interpersonal relationships. Now agencies artificial intelligence and laws have taken control of the human race. Using the false claim of perfect racial equality, the new system stays stable. Actually the new system favours people of lower intelligence because everybody is forced to have everything done for them, and people have have less and less control over beliefs and other choices.

This stealing of autonomy from smarter people gives dull people an "asymmetrical" or "unfair edge" in the competition. Smarter people are not able to use their devices. Where these wonderful things like agencies and laws do not work for you, you will either take it with a smile or else be referred to the mental health system, where low-IQ people posing as health professionals are claimed to be a source of ultimate comfort. This is a method to flush you down the toilet. It is a trick.


CCL5a is the amended version of the client care letter in the immigration matter for the JR.

CCL1 is the client care letter to deal with the criminal matter.




here I have signed CCL5a and CCL1 and emailed them back






Since I have signed the CCL (client care letter) for a JR(judicial review), Abu write to the Home Office asking them to reconsider their decision. They have 15 days to respond. Here is the Home Office response, the PAP letter. If you click this link and read the letter, you will see how it says in the bottom para of page 4/6 that to visit my father in the UK before he dies, I need to be his wife or his child under 18!!!.

I have also cut-and-pasting the exact words below.

Policy guidance states that the only relationships that may engage Article 8 in
visit applications are:
• Spouse (or other life partner)
• Parent (where applicant is a minor child)

Just as a reminder, the 2024 visitor visa application to see my father before he died was done in May 2024, and its refusal arrived in june 2024. You can see ABU wrote to the HOME OFFICE to reconsider its visa refusal, inside a 15 day window.

Since the PAP letter dated 5 August 2025 had been inside of that 15 day window, ABU sent the request to reconsider in the 3rd of 4rth week of July 2024.

By the time the PAP letter arrived (August 5), my father had already died on 1st August 2024

The PAP letter granting a refusal was the path for ABU to do the JR. There was no point any more getting a visa to see my father before he died.

But I did not know until the 9th of August that my father had died on the 1st of August.

The news was emailed to me August 9 XXX by Hampshire County Council after I made a complaint about them that do their CEO XXX they were lying and being dirty about my father's latest health status Why did they choose August 9th? Why not August 8th or August 10th? You know what I think? My sister had and unattended funeral in the wee hours of the morning of August 8th. She was paranoid that I would attend. By making it unattended she made it that nobody could attend. She did it very quietly so that nobody would find out. The Hampshire County Council wanted to help my sister hide my father from me and as soon as the funeral was over they were ready to inform me.

That is what I think happened

In fact on second or fourth August Hampshire County Council lied to a Councillor who was trying to pump them for information to assist me track down my father. They disclosed the name of the nursing home very being. They said he's in the process of being discharged. The Councillor said they were unclear as to where he was being discharged. But it was like 48 hours after his death Hampshire County Council gave misleading info which would make on think he continued to be alive

Of course at the beginning of 2024 I knew my father would die any day. That's why I was crying all the time through 2024 feeling powerless a crushing feeling . I wasn't able to kiss my father goodbye. What I didn't know is when it would happen (when it did happen)
So it was before we learned about my father's death on the judicial review proceeded I don't think I need to tell you the outcome of the judicial review. Abu was secretive about the judicial review being lost. He didn't give us the letter of refusal. I don't know what the rules are about the judicial reviews but when I pressured Abu he told me it was gone. But he said don't worry I'll reopen the criminal case and then it will be granted, Granted what? Entry into the UK!


These are the criminal case documents I emailed ABU


ABU asked me to sign the unfilled JR applicsation form, UTIAC_0524_save.pdf.


I have sign and return the pages of the UTIAC (Upper Tribunal form) to ABU


On 4 October 2024, Abu has given me a client care letter CCL4, to sign saying he will deal with my probate matter.


Upper tribunal acknowledges ABU's application for a JR






Once again, sending documents of the criminal conviction to ABU


I express concern about Home Office procedures including deporting me for the public good over Viju Wortleys criminal conviction of me, harassment without violence


more info about my criminal conviction


More info about my criminal conviction


ABU emails me the client care letter for the probate matter, CCL1. I send him the signed CCL, as well as various attachment files that are information relevant to a probate case


Same as above


Alex asks ABU to postpone conference because I am unwell


In the previous row, we have come to the end of 2024, or December. Apparently. nothing happens from another two months. Then I sent ABU a package on the post, in February 2025. Registered post to ABU-proof of posting the same
From where we left off- February 2025 nothing happens until November-2025. Then in February 2026, ABu starts working on probate case. It worried me that he kept is waiting for a year. He said he could not open the criminal conviction until they court (not sure which court) released documents (no idea what documents). They were doing an investigation, they (who exactly?) allegedly told ABU, and until that investigation was over, they could not release documents.

Alex was trusting of ALL of ABU's discoveries and even abused me over my suspicions, I felt there may not be any investigation, just a trick by the Home Office to prevent me ever getting a visa to enter the UK. Unless I was someone HIGH PROFILE like ABU QATADA, there should not be such lengthy and hush-hush investigations whose contect are secret.

I feel unless I committed offences as serious as murder, or was am individual who is politically debated, there CANNOT be "investigations" whose contents are secret, and that last years and years.

The solicitors do not want to question things like that which present no explanation.

A case which ran similar to mine (material immediately above) took place in France and made world news.

In May 2011, osama bin Laden was assassinated by U.S obama for his involvement in bonding the twin towers in 2001. Osama bin Laden left behind about 26 children. One of them a son got married to a British grandmother. She was 20 or 30 years his senior. Because of the young man's relationship to bin Laden UK did not allow the British grandmother to live in the UK and bring her husband in. Instead France gave them a place to stay.

For a long time I don't know maybe 20 years, they lived together and all of a sudden there was a directive from the French government that been Lauren should leave the country. They alleged that there was some post on social media promoting terrorism and felt it would be him. That was no proof for investigation. He left immediately and of course he is not with that lady anymore

When there are huge things happening like that people are treated and anamalous fashion. How would I know whether he was responsible for the social media post or not

The bottom line is that normal people do not receive things like that. I've been conducted of husband without violence but I'm receiving penalties that are more serious than those given to a murderer no solicitor wants to ask why and they keep acting against me. So if I could be famous like junior bin Lauren they would know why what I'm not anything like that I'm an ordinary person so we need to know what's going on.

I can't keep on living like this I cannot live in a woman only prison and I don't want to stay on this planet if I live in an illiterate woman only prison or with this thing hanging over my head. I decided to get international publicity followed by euthanasia

Now there are various countries and this is going to be very difficult to overcome. In all these countries only people with women are allowed to pay any attention to me and this makes it very very difficult. My euthanasia will be a substitute for Justice it may not be satisfactory but it's better than nothing. Therefore I pray to God and pledged to God that I'm going to get my testimonies heard and analyze or I'm going to die and I faith in God that it will not take very long. God have mercy upon me because I'm faithful to my word and I'm going to do what I promised





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ABU wants to know my father's national insurance number


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2025-02-16 To Home Office Data Protection Unit, trying to get file of what ABU filed about me to immigration (Judicial Review)


ABU is sending proof to us of mailing my sister and asking her to produce the will. The email contains 4 attachments. The first attachment, Letter-to-sister2 dated December 4, 2025. is addressed to 19 Carston Grove, which is my late fathers address, and he stopped living there in their 3rd week of March 2024. It is not my sisters address, and he cannot assume she now lives there. According to ABU, Viju had rented the house to someone. Anyhow this letter should be to my sister and not to her tenant. Not recieving a response from 19 Cartson Grove should not amount to a non-compliance on my sisters part. finally the letter has no signature date or proof of posting.

The other 2 are dated 20/Jan/2026, and 26/Jan/2026. They are addressed to my sisters correct address. Letters to my sister that are attached to this email also do not have signature date and proof of posting



Alex is asking ABU about the installments. He says £1750 has already been paid out of £15000. The probate client care letter signed on 3 December 2024 was a no-win-no-fee agreement. I think Abu stayed dormant from February 2025 to November-2025, when we called him worried about not hearing from him. He had said He was waiting for some papers from some court to reopen the criminal conviction, hence the long silence.

ABU explained in November 2025 the criminal case papers were not yet given to him, and he would write to them once more, giving them a 14-day ultimatum to respond, After the 14 day period, no commments and when asked about his silence said they said they are doing an investigation, and when it is over, they will release the court papers

When we resumed contact in November of 2025, Abu ssid the probate case could not be no-win-no-fee as agreed, but £15000 to get the will from my sister. At this point, there was resistance from ABU to enter into a written agreement, and said he preferred to operate solely on trust. At this point Alex agreed for Once that money we owed him could not be solely on trust, so let us tape him in case there is a problem later


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ABU eventually agrees to create a formal agreement, but this time he writes we owe him £20000 to get the will. He insists that only £15000 is payable out of the £20000. This feels weird but I agree and sign the amended CCL for probate


Next, ABU sends me three forms to sign the bottom-right-hand-sides of. That I do.




Going back and forth trying to find out how these emails were delivered
It is so much clearer now. I will re-link the letters ABU sent to my sister and the corresponding delivery proofs.
Letter to sister 2 was posted to both addresses, my sisters home address, MALA RG263PA and 19 Carston Grove RG317ZN by Royalmail Registered post on 4. December 2025.
WM583854771GB was delivered to 19 Carston Grove on 6.12.2025 and signed for by SANCHEZ.
The signature can be viewed HERE
WM583854811GB was delivered to Mala on 8.12.2025 and signed for by WORTLEY.
The signature can be viewed HERE
The above letter of 4.12.2025 requested a response in 14 days

20.1.2016, the WORTLEYS had not responded and ABU made his second attempt, a letter to MALA which can be viewed HERE
This letter OK534161938GB was returned to sender, the proof on royal mail is HERE.

On 26.1.2026, ABU posted his preaction protocol letter, available HERE
Royal mail cannot find any information about this letter, OK534162054GB since it was posted, the tracking info is HERE

The royal mail slips of posting on 4.1.2025, 20.1.2026 and 26.1.2026 are available HERE










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I am having a difficulty with receiving no respect whatsoever and not give it any reason why. My previous representative Mr Abu Sufian started to say from the start of April that I cannot send him messages or information.

Mr Abu said that if I sent him any information or instructions, he would be obliged to act on them. And this would cost him professional embarrassment.

If I can put two and two together, Mr Sufian did not want to act on my instructions. But that is not all together happy for the client, while he may have his own reasons. I feel he should be willing to explain to his client why he will not do anything I say. One more message and he would not represent me.

I also had to sign a lot of documents and I felt that my witness statement was seriously lacking because he had authored it and it was 100% impermeable to my contributions.

Alexa's pressuring me otherwise I would have hit the roof. It much misery I pulled on, obedient and signing signing signing.

I know that solicitors were for money and I don't have much. But in his case he did take money and whatever is intentions should be transparent. He would say he is got something done you know he's got some documents and he never give them until he put pressure

There was also this habit of wanting to put me into a room with a woman. I know that the sentence I spoke are noise people because it is everybody's favorite to put me into a room with the woman. He has a woman working for him he says it's a psychologist (“womens'”), as well as a “paralegal lawyer bar”. This suggests that she's a paralegal, a lawyer and a barrister all at once. I think she's dependent on ABU, and does not get any customers. I think she is the of same race and from the same country as him. and maybe his cousin or sister. Yes that session would involve a fee

Immediately before the criminal case hung up in definitely, as well as immediately before the probate case to care really negative turn in an obvious way, Mr Sufian and asked me to go into a room with that woman. I mean it's a virtual room. Speculation that if I had given him his little fetish (I am being crazy bold now) he would have allowed me to get Justice. After all the criminal conviction was achieved by repeatedly putting me in a room with a woman that has all private and not monitored.

You always made mysteries and told me that there was a second will earlier which the divided it half and half. It gave them will after a very long time in the half and half thing was alive. He wanted to tell lies to give me if all expectations so I would keep on talking to him. People are human and if they realize there is no hope in a case, then no matter if the solicitor is responsible or the case itself is worthless, they gonna drop the solicitor they come to stop paying him. Again and being crazy bold, I want to be pardoned for my cheekiness. I'm sure there are good people in the UK so God help me

Anyhow if I want to render testimony, then my testimony should be taken and unless I'm saying something self-destructive or proven to be lying under oath. There is no need to go to lengths to suppress my testimony.

I believe that the woman can change my statement into something else or she may show me it be the mental status of an animal and she as a great professional as translated into English understandable to men and the law.

That's why I objected in the top most email to that that because he #wanted a private session with that woman as the next step. I think it takes away my right to testify and he should just say you don't have any rights and of course in that case I won't pay and there won't be any case

All that is water under the bridge but I live only so many years like everybody else and my life is give from God and I have a right to make choices. I have made a choice that I should die artificially if I don't get Justice which means my problem should be considered. Someone must charitably lead my situation and advice me on how to put it further. I know that if somebody is not willing to do so I cannot ask them because that takes away their right to make choices.

I want to be fortunate enough to find somebody who can read be and lawyer the good man who is currently looking at my case will get me an agent if he himself cannot spend time with me



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Abu called me on Sunday evening and asked me to sign this urgently.
I replied, saying there are things I need to understand before signing



Abu sent defendant's documents so now that I have all my documents I should sign discontinuance

Abu explains further why I should sign this form


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He had blocked my email. My message saying I did not want to sign had bounced


From Abu, Failed communication email



I realized I did not have a lawyer any more, and without a lawyer, I would not win. I felt nothing had got worse though by his resignation. I was not sure what to do.

Abu had told me no lawyer would represent me, which I believed. Alex asked a lawyer for advice and was told unless I signed that N279, no lawyer would ever ever deal with me.

I was sure signing that form was the wrong step, as it said in plain English, "I am withdrawing my entire claim. Whereas ABU said it meant I did not want the £15000 I (Alex and I) paid ABU back. ABU also said signing this form meant I was giving the case that there was no will. I did not believe him. The form had a paragraph repeated and said something like "I have the will and I therefore won". It said "I will inform all parties". Who are all these parties, I womdered?

If I am not entitled to anything, I dont have to withdraw my claim to receive nothing

I decided to send an email to enquiries@justice.gov.uk cc my sisters lawyer saying I needed extra time to look for a lawyer.

I realized this email probably does not amount to anything, but at least Eleanor Clarke wont think I am raw, and BORN MENTALLY INCOMPETENT AS MY SISTER AND LATE FATHER MADE OUT


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